Changes… are for the best – right???

Blog name change from “Just Be Normal” when I first started this blog in 2011/2012(?). My now ex partner used to shout that at me …..”Just be normal!!!!!!”. He did not understand that I didn’t know what normal was, I didn’t know who I was …. so how could I be something when I didn’t…

Fractured

Fractured and torn. Upside down and inside out. Losing grip on reality, capturing it for a fleeting moment, only to watch the wisp of normality slip through my fingers. The Boy: “Just be normal!!!” Me (screaming): “WHATS NORMAL????? HOW AM I NOT NORMAL?????” I know I am not ‘normal’ – and please don’t start the…

Step 1 – Is My Life Unmanageable?

I have been told (advised) by my sponsor to think about how my life has become unmanageable. Because – you see – I am struggling to understand at a deep, intrinsic level, that my life is in danger and has become unmanageable. I have a strong desire to stop drinking and stop the madness, however…