Where to Start? It’s been so long.

Where to start my friends? Well. I am still sober and completely and utterly happy about it – I am in a really good place, the sun is shining, I am at peace with the world and with myself. That makes it 27 days sober and alcohol free. I am pretty pleased about my progress,…

If This is Sobriety

Wow. If this is sobriety – I want it. Awake at 5am because I had slept enough – Not because my hangover was kicking in. Spoke to The Boy clearly and consciously this morning – And I remember everything we said, we didn’t end up fighting and it was good. Walked Sparkles (my dog) for…

Step 1 – Is My Life Unmanageable?

I have been told (advised) by my sponsor to think about how my life has become unmanageable. Because – you see – I am struggling to understand at a deep, intrinsic level, that my life is in danger and has become unmanageable. I have a strong desire to stop drinking and stop the madness, however…

Resentments WILL Turn You to Drink

If there is one thing I have learnt over the last year, is that my resentments stew.   My resentments stew into a big, hot, boiling mess of infection that soon link up with other, unrelated resentments to make one big pussy mess of my emotions and make any attempt to resolve the issues like…