Reset button

“I am currently unsupervised, I know, it freaks me out too….. But the possibilities are ENDLESS!!!!” Yep. Unsupervised. SCARY???? Yep. Nope. Possibly. I have spent the last few months (read 6 months) just wanting to press RESET…. I wanted to throw everything away – job, apartment, new relationship – EVERYTHING. I dreamt and day dreamed…

In retrospect

People enter your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. At the time you never know why, and its only at the end that you are able to reflect on the impact they have had. The Boy has gone. I would like to say long gone, however he is not. Yet. He is…

The elegant art…

The elegant art of falling apart … the graceful beauty of surviving… Having spent an entire long weekend with myself, centering myself and learning to be at peace, I have not experienced anything like this before. True happiness and serenity has been mine for most of the weekend – loneliness and depression has not been…

I’m Back!

Oh yeah. I. Am. Back. In a big way. In a good way. Stronger and better than ever before. Life has changed so much and I have learnt how strong I am, that I can look after myself. For so long I thought that I needed other people to look after me, protect me and…

I Can See Clearly Now

So confusing. Life. The Boy and I have split up and it is so hard. I am so close to getting all of my shit sorted, exercising and money wise not to mention everything else, but I could not cope any longer with the lack of love shown, anger directed at me and removal of…