The Beginning
I see you.
You see me.
I love you.
You love me.
The End
You see me.
I see you.
You lose me.
I lose you.
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Happily.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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So Simple It Hurt.
In the blink of an eye it was over.
Almost before it had begun.
You know this is you and it’s true.
But.
I lied when I said I loved you.
I needed you to hurt me.
If I hurt I wasn’t dead.
Wasn’t invisible.
You were my escape into numbness.
Through you I self harmed.
You thought I was charmed by you.
I was always aware of your repulsive behaviour.
You allowed me to sink lower than ever before.
Pushing my head down when I tried to reach the surface and breathe.
I nearly drowned many times.
Drowning not waving.
You’d save me at the very last minute and I hated you.
But not as much as I hated myself.
Luv,
Me.
Isabella
xxxxx
