Am I back?

My last post was over a year ago – when I thought I had it together and was getting going again.

And I was – and am.

Yet I am going through yet another downward spiral that has lasted for quite a few months this year …. the positive is that I am seeing the truth, reality and positive in all that is, has been and will be.

Life is like a merry-go-round – you go up and down and round and round – wondering when the ride will end, who will be there waiting for you and why aren’t you having a great time?

carousel

Looking back at life, I see stages, lifetimes and growth … I also see pain, denial and death.

Looking into the future I see the same – and I don’t know how I am going to keep going. Yet I must. I truly have no choice in the matter as I do see a future – a reason for living and continuing to strive for a better, healthier me.

That is it for now.

Isabella.

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