Everything and everyone is gone.
I am now trying to rebuild everything.
Job. Career. Study. Friends. Life. Health.
I lost my mum, my beautiful mum nearly six months ago.
It is only now that I have started living again – some days I truly did not know how life could start being good again. Or if I wanted it to.
Since mum died, I lost my purpose, my reason and desire to do anything or to achieve anything other than getting out of bed … I was lucky to have a shower.
Now. I have finally gotten a job, in the welfare sector that I love.
I am starting to find me for the first time in 40 years.
All because I lost her.